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The Benign Sensitivity of Balraj Sahni

Benign Sensitivity, thy name is Balraj Sahni! This extraordinary sensitivity quotient marked the fine tuned and subtle performances of the legendary actor in many of the seminal and social films in which he acted in an illustrious career spanning about 30 years (1946 ~ 1976).  

The first indigenously made Indian film “Raja Harishchandra” was released on 03 May, 1913. Balraj Sahni was born two days before the epochal event on 01 May, 1913 and named Yudhishthir. Both the legendary kings Harishchandra and Yudhishthir, illustrious names from the Hindu scriptures, were well known for their fair sense of justice, honesty, idealism, uprightness and tolerance. Quite amazingly, Balraj Sahni lived his personal and professional lives in sync with the very same idealism, piety and reverence associated with the two celebrated and cerebrated kings. The portrayals of his roles were equally gentle and genteel and the audience too lapped up this rare display of sensitivity and sophistication with customary and conventional reverence.

Balraj Sahni was born to God fearing, middle class parents in Rawalpindi, Punjab. From his childhood, he had a very sensitive mind and from an early and impressionable age, he developed a genuine love for literature and a liberal outlook on life and society. Like all young men of his age, he grew up under the twin influence of the freedom struggle and western thought and culture.

He had always nurtured the idea of becoming a writer thanks to his education and pedagogy, (he was an MA with English as his main), literary flair, artistic instincts and other socio~cultural interests. He garnered his intellectual and literary impressions through the erudite association with his mentors Jaswant Rai (an awe inspiring teacher of English literature) and Devendra Satyarthi (eminent name in the field of folklore) in Rawalpindi and Lahore, Rabindranath Tagore (at the Shantiniketan), Mahatma Gandhi (at Sevagram), exposure as an announcer in BBC, London and his dedicated involvement with the Indian People’s Theatre Association (IPTA).

As a student and till his association with IPTA in the mid 40s, fired with idealism and utopian ideas, he was involved only mentally and emotionally in the social causes and national struggle, in the theory of ‘collectivism’ (a value characterised by giving priority to a cohesive group over the individuals forming it). IPTA brought him closer to the harsh and stark socio~cultural and political realities of the times and inspired him to involve himself actively in the struggle both as a theatre actor and film artiste.    

Many of his talented seniors like Prithviraj Kapoor, K L Saigal, Surendranath, Ashok Kumar, Motilal, Chandramohan and the next generation actors like Dilip Kumar, Raj Kapoor, Dev Anand made their screen debut when they were in their twenties (between the age of 24 and 28). Unlike them, Balraj Sahni entered films with a few shortcomings and at a relatively late age; he was 33 when he made an unobtrusive debut in inconsequential films like “Badnami”, “Door Chalen” and “Insaaf” in 1946. In the same year, he portrayed the role of a struggling ~ suffering ~ sacrificing son of the soil in IPTA’s “Dharti Ke Lal” directed by K A Abbas. The film was based on the infamous Bengal Famine of 1943 and gave vent to the feelings of dispossessed peasants. Coming in the wake of the emerging political, social and economic climate of the World War II, the film is considered as a forerunner in Indian cinema’s social ~ realist movement.

Balraj Sahni got married to Damayanti, the younger sister of his mentor Jaswant Rai, in 1937. She played the role of his wife in the film too. She was a devoted and an enlightened life partner with an artistic and sensitive mind matching his sensitivities and sensibilities. Even much before him, she had been influenced by and initiated to the Marxist ideologies. After returning from England, she too associated herself with IPTA and also Prithvi Theatre. She did a number of plays prominent among them being “Deewar” which won her rave reviews for her performance  and a couple of films like “Door Chalen”, “Dharti Ke Lal” and “Gudiya” (all three with her actor~husband). Unfortunately, she died a premature death at the age of 28 in April 1947 leaving behind two children Parikshit (who went on to become an actor) and Shabnam who were then about nine and five years of age respectively.   

Balraj Sahni got married again in 1949 to his first cousin Santosh with whom he had shared a platonic relationship in his younger days. He did not have the full approval of his parents for marrying someone within the family and that too, a divorcee. He had one more daughter Sanober from his second marriage.

At times, art imitates life but in this case, the life of Balraj Sahni gets interwoven in the melody ‘मंज़िल वही है प्यार की, राही बदल गये… ‘ (a song lip synced by him in the film “Kathputli”)

Post the death of his first wife and partition of the country, he went through a lot of turmoil both in the personal and professional front. After severe struggle to get a foothold in the industry, he finally managed to get some assignments. But more difficult than getting work was the formidable task of facing the camera. He would get nervous and fumble and forget his dialogues quite often and all these started showing on his health too. He had almost given up and he wanted to go back to Punjab, a fervent desire which kept resurfacing too often.

Things brightened up when he got to write the story (jointly with Guru Dutt), screenplay and dialogues for Dev Anand’s crime thriller “Baazi” and act in K Asif’s “Hulchul” and Zia Sarhady’s “Humlog”.

The success of “Baazi” benefited almost everyone associated with the film: Dev Anand, Geeta Bali, Guru Dutt, S D Burman, Geeta Roy, Sahir Ludhianvi except Balraj Sahni. For many years, he had a hard time convincing people about his contribution to the film as a writer. One one hand, he felt he had gotten a raw deal from it and on the other hand, he was a bit hard on himself about his ‘stiff’ performances in the other two films.

He played the role of an unemployed, good~for~nothing youth in “Humlog”, a role similar to the one he played in IPTA’s “Sadak Ke Kinare” (By the Roadside). It is interesting to note that during the making of “Hulchul” in which he played the role of a jailor, he himself was in the Arthur Road Jail, Bombay for about six to eight months. He was arrested for participating in a demonstration of IPTA and he would be brought out on parole for completing the shooting. Incidentally, his son Parikshit Sahni played the role of young Dilip Kumar in “Hulchul” and also “Deedar”. All these films were released in 1951.

He followed them up more confidently and convincingly in films depicting neo realism and / or social realism like “Do Bigha Zamin”, “Heera Moti” as also in other films in which he did similar roles of a crushed, downtrodden, exploited, illiterate poor man, quite antithetical to his off screen sophisticated demeanour.

Balraj Sahni made his first major mark as a consummate actor with Bimal Roy’s socialist ~ humanist film “Do Bigha Zamin” in which he played the role of a migrant peasant pulling rickshaw on the busy streets of Calcutta to earn enough to redeem his treasured piece of land but only to lose it to industrialization. Nirupa Roy played his wife in the film; it was their first film together and the two made perfect foil to each other in as many as sixteen films in the next twenty years.

Balraj Sahni was almost forty years when he got to do this career defining role and he played the hapless and helpless character with a single minded devotion and great emotional tenacity. Due to his advancing age and his drawn, lean and strained looks (after a brief spell of unemployment and illness), he was never considered suitable for roles of the conventional matinee hero serenading his lady love with romantic songs.

In a way, his kind and compassionate, caring and comforting, gentle and genteel, sympathetic and so~empathetic character of an aging and ailing reformist in Amiya Chakravarty’s “Seema” got him typecast for similar roles in which he was projected as an epitome of sacrifice who was meek but not weak, mild but not wild. 

Balraj Sahni played matured roles befitting his age and suiting his sensibilities and played with conviction the characters of a struggling ~ suffering ~ sacrificing ‘pita’ or ‘pati’, ‘bandhu’ or ‘bhai’ in family socials ranging from “Aulad”, “Garam Coat”, “Jawab”, “Tangawali”, “Bhabhi”, “Do Roti”, “Chhoti Behan” (1954 ~ 1959) to “Bindiya”, “Bhabhi Ki Choodiyan”, “Anpadh”, “Waqt”, “Neel Kamal”, “Sangharsh”, “Do Raaste” (1960 ~ 1969) to “Ghar Ghar Ki Kahani”, “Pavitra Papi”, “Paraya Dhan”, “Hanste Zakhm” (1970 ~ 1973). In all these films, his exteriors and get ups were different, mannerisms disparate and the lingo spoken dissimilar.

He played the flawed and wronged and seemingly meek and mild characters and gave heart wrenching performances in the above films as well as path breaking and thought provoking films made by sensitive filmmakers and / or directors associated with the progressive movement like “Do Bigha Zamin” (Bimal Roy), “Humlog” (Zia Sarhady), “Seema” (Amiya Chakravarty), “Pardesi” (K A Abbas), “Sone Ki Chidiya” (Shahid Lateef), “Heera Moti” (Krishan Chopra), “Anuradha” (Hrishikesh Mukerji), “Kabuliwala” (Hemen Gupta), “Haqeeqat” (Chetan Anand, his friend from college days) and, never the least, “Garm Hawa” (M S Sathyu). The characters and the performances in these films were marked with that rare Benign Sensitivity which, to a great extent, reflected the real and reel life persona of this mild mannered maverick.

He approached his roles with a rare dignity, poise, restraint, self control and sophistication and raised the films from being exasperating melodramas and exaggerated stereotypes to more enlivening realities and experientialities. The undercurrents and undertone in all these roles was his distinguished Benign Sensitivity.

He could glide from the oriental to the occidental with effortless ease as exemplified by his suave and sophisticated yet sensitive portrayals in films like “Kathputli”, “Lajwanti”, “Satta Bazar”, “Aaye Din Bahar Ke”, “Duniya”, “Ek Phool Do Mali”, “Talash”, “Jawani Diwani”, “Hanste Zakhm”.

The touch and tone, tenor and timbre of his persona, be it in the personal or professional front as a son, brother, husband and father, as a student and friend, as a citizen and communist activist or as an actor in plays or cinema was marked by his extraordinary Benign Sensitivity.

A point to be pondered and remembered is intertwining and interrelating the real and reel image of an actor (or any other individual) is not free from its drawbacks and dangers. As such, to draw an image of Balraj Sahni, the actor, based on the ‘reel’istic and ‘real’istic characters that he portrayed on screen may not be fair and just to Balraj Sahni, the individual. Probably, the reality that he lent to his characters on screen because of his subscribing to certain beliefs, tenets and values of the characters that he immortalised, led to this merging and melding of his real and reel life image.

He imbibed this rare characteristic even much before his serious indulgences in BBC, IPTA activities, plays and films, when he dabbled for a while in teaching and journalism. He worked as a Hindi teacher in Shantiniketan and he was on the editorial staff of a paper Nai Talim in Sevagram. He had always wanted to be a writer and as a teenager and even later, he brought out journals and magazines running to a page or two and covering sports, religious and other news items and also sensitive issues like bigotry, idol worship and widow marriages. He wrote in both English and Hindi and contributed several short stories and essays to leading publications like Sachitra Bharat and Visva Bharati. Among his more famous writings are his travelogues Mera Pakistani Safarnama and Mera Rusi Safarnama and his experiences in the film world titled Meri Filmi Sarguzasht.

At a later age and stage in life, he took to writing enthusiastically in Punjabi too (an interest inculcated in him by Rabindranath Tagore when in Shantiniketan);  he learned the Gurmukhi script and used the language as a medium of self expression. Not many are aware of his predilection for the Punjabi language and his deep and continued involvement with the Punjabi stage and plays. Recognition came his way when he was nominated member of the Senate of Guru Nanak University, Punjab and he was decorated with the ‘Lekhak Shiromani Award’ in 1971 by the Punjab Government. He also acted in the Punjabi film “Nanak Dukhiya Sab Sansar” made by Dara Singh.

Balraj Sahni always had this strong desire and urge to settle down in the peaceful and tranquil surroundings of Punjab. Sometime in the mid 60s, he got disillusioned with working in films and was gnawed by a sense of guilt for working in some films; may be because the roles were in variance with his principles and values. Ironically, that was the most successful phase of his career. The mismatched and failed marriage of his elder daughter Shabnam was also a serious cause of concern and, like the characters he did in some films, he internalised his sufferings and did not share with others. The craving to settle down in Punjab and devote more time to writing became more intense after he lost his elder daughter in 1972. In fact, the poignant scene from “Garm Hawa” in which his daughter (played by Geeta Kak) commits suicide was nothing but a re~enactment of the most agonising moment which he had experienced as an ill fated father in real life!

In the 70s, his son Parikshit Sahni tried to get a foothold in the filmy firmament with films like “Pavitra Papi” and “Tapasya” (he made his debut in the Asit Sen directed film “Anokhi Raat” in 1968). He went on to do cameo roles in Chetan Anand’s “Hindustan Ki Kasam”, Yash Chopra’s Kabhi Kabhie”, “Kala Pathhar”, “Doosra Aadmi”, Subhash Ghai’s “Meri Jung”, Muzaffar Ali’s “Umrao Jaan” , Raju Hirani’s “Lage Raho Munna Bhai”, “Three Idiots”, “PK” and popular TV serials like “The Great Maratha”, “Gul Gulshan Gulfaam”, “Heena”, “Saat Phere” to name a few.

In the early 70s, Balraj Sahni had cut down on his film assignments and purchased a cottage in Preet Nagar in Punjab where he wanted to settle down for good. But, God had other plans for him; after finishing the dubbing work of “Garm Hawa” on 12 April 1973, he was to leave for Punjab on 13 April; instead, as it had always been, he left for yet another uncharted destination from where he never returned again.

Besides what one got to see of the sensitive actor in his films, some of his lesser known, seldom talked about  persona and passions include his independent thinking, forward looking mind, never nostalgic about the past, bold initiatives, zest for life and adventure, amazing capacity to make friends and an imperceptible inner restlessness. This edginess to explore, urge to grow and seek self expression, widen the horizons, know more about the people and places forced him from time to time to break away from the monotonous set pattern of life and adopt uncharted courses of life and explore newer opportunities and experience. He himself did not know where he was heading for and this truism is reflected in the song refrains of his own song ‘Kahan jaa raha hai tu ae jaanewale‘ from the film “Seema”.

His association with his mentors, brief stay in Shantiniketan, four years exposure in BBC London, IPTA activities also initiated him to music; he took a liking for both western as well as Indian music including Indian classical, Punjabi folk and other folk and Rabindra Sangeet.   

But, when he entered films, he never got to sing much. As mentioned before, he was never the conventional matinee hero romancing his heroines and singing love songs. Yet a good number of popular songs are associated with him which have been rendered by legendary singers like Mohammed Rafi and Manna Dey.

Mohammed Rafi sang philosophical parables and heart wrenching songs like:

No. Film Year Song
01 Jawab 1955 Aaj gham kal khushi
02 Seema 1955 Kahan jaa raha hai tu ae jaanewale
03 Sone Ki Chidiya 1958 Raat bhar ka hai mehmaan andhera
04 Bindiya 1960 Main apne aap se ghabra gaya hoon
05 Waqt 1965 Waqt se din aur raat
06 Neel Kamal 1968 Babul ki duaayen leji jaa
07 Naya Raasta 1970 Maine pee sharab tumne kya piya

There’s a special May Day connect too with Manna Dey as both shared their birthday (01 May) and like~minded creative interest as exemplified and amplified by a string of iconic songs spanning his illustrious career from 1953 to 1973:

No. Film Year Song
01 Do Bigha Zamin 1953 Dharti kahe pukar ke
02 Seema 1955 Tu pyar ka sagar hai
03 Pardesi 1958 Phir milenge jaanewaale yaar ‘dasvidaniya’
04 Pardesi 1958 Tujhmein Ram mujhmein Ram
05 Pardesi 1958 Ye Hindustan hai pyaare
06 Sapan Suhane 1961 Dil kehta hai zara to dam lelo
07 Kabuliwala 1962 Ae mere pyaare watan
08 Waqt 1965 Ae meri zohra jabeen
09 Ek Phool Do Mali 1969 Tujhe suraj kahun ya chanda
10 Daaman aur Aag 1973 Ek tha raja ek thi rani

As a pointer to his relatively late entry into films, the ‘mausam beeta jaaye, mausam beeta jaaye‘ refrain was a clarion call to the actor to prove himself faster and leave behind his indelible mark, memoirs and memories: ‘apni kahani chhod jaa, kuch to nishani chhod jaa‘ on the sands of time. 

For an actor generally considered staid and serious minded, ‘Ae meri zohra jabeen’ stands out as an all time romantic soulful serenade much to the envy of those stars who are considered romantic to the hilt. On a close observation, the romantic overture is the unmasking of romanticism in the hidden recesses of the actor otherwise perceived and proclaimed as gentle and genteel, sympathetic and so~empathetic oozing oodles of life, love and liberty in letter and spirit.

Life itself is nothing but a small shell in the vast ocean of love. And, as the words go of yet another Dey ditty ‘Tu pyar ka sagar hai’ addressed to the Supreme Being, the metaphor was equally archetypal to his Sublime Being connoting Balraj Sahni and his Benign Sensitivity!   

 

Manohar Iyer

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